Anybody else felt like this?

[garner]

Feel like giving up on the truck. Just seem to be getting tired of the whole car scene again. Had this happen before, took a 3 month break then got back in it until september then took about a 5 month break and now I'm already tired about 2 months later. Don't feel the need to go to car shows and when I do I just get bored a little bit after. Plus trying to start a new car club isn't going that great since nobody wants to really participate minus Fox. Just seem to have more fun chilling at home in my room or anywhere pretty much doing nothing but texting people and being on facebook. Thinking about stopping the mods where they are and just leave the truck like it is. Maybe I'm just getting realistic and seeing what the planned mod money(around $7,000) can be spent better on since I'm getting closer to going to a university and the real world although college still isn't the real world. Maybe all my fun is catching up with me and I'm starting to face the consequences. They do say karma is a bitch. Maybe I just realized that I need to stop trying to please and impress others like I have been and just start pleasing myself and only myself. Maybe I realized I should just be content with my life now and try to start changing it and making it like I want it to be after college when I have a steady stream of income. Maybe in about 2 weeks I'll be out of this mood when my first real college semester is over and I have more stuff set in stone. Hopefully I am cause I love cars but just not feeling them right now. End rant for now I guess. Sorry about the venting